As a gun owner, one of the worst things that can happen to a person is knowing exactly which gun you want, and how you would build it, but not having any money to buy it, let alone modify it afterwards. The next worse thing that can happen is knowing where there is one for sale locally, which can be made worse still when it's close enough that you could go get it but not close enough that you can just go to look at it. But what I need is a word that describes the soul crushing pain that comes from knowing the above and then having one come up for sale used, modified exactly the way you want it, and still not having the f@#$&!% money. It's even cheap enough that if the barrel is shot out I could send it to GAP to be re-barreled and still pay less than it would cost new. I was thinking FUBAR would be a good expression but I am open to suggestions.
