The truth is hard for many of todays tit suckers to understand when 'Money" is the be all. Easy for them to spend an send others to do their bidding so they can have their starbutts coffee. Some of us went in thinking we were doing the right thing, only to find out later the only right thing we were doing was protecting the ones you were with. Then when you rotated, you felt guilty knowing the FNG's were not up to speed yet, an it was your fault. Ain't life grand being stupid,... It took me to 19 years of age to understand some on your own "side" needed shot before most people who did not look/act like us.