I hate to do this because I was set on a 1911, but I recently checked out a friends m&p with the apex sear and it is throwing me for a loop. I love the feel/weight of the 1911. Im kinda old school and like the looks, feel, and controls. But the m&p is cheaper and also offered with a manual safety. This will be my first handgun, I plan on using it as a range toy and maybe carrying at some point. I have borrowed a friends gi style 1911 and been training on it. If I get a 1911 its either going to be a ruger sr1911 or an sti spartan. I do plan on reloading. If I were to get the m&p Id probably get it in 9mm. Im just so conflicted, my heart wants the 1911 and my head tells me that the m&p is an all around superior weapon.