So ended up finding 2k of Berry's plated 115's for my newfound interest in my STI. Have a pretty decent stock of shtf stuff but nothing I wanted to waste on practice. I was happy for a moment but I'll be honest. After three elections and midterms etc, I'm just feeling like this is getting old. I feel like spending time with other hobbies (track car, motorcycle, fishing etc) but I feel that wouldn't be right and I need to train/prep more. Anyone else feeling the same?